I need to write. It is the one thing I have complete control of nowadays. I hate not being in control. And it is something I have somewhat gotten over since being here. But now, after so much time, and so much lost control…I am going a little insane. I can take a little bit of it, but literally every single aspect in my life seems like it is completely out of my control. I hate it. And I can’t even do anything about it. Usually, I am the type of person that if I have a problem with something, I change it or get rid of it. I CANT.

Example 1. Visa. No status update.

and that isn’t just it. it’s everything. even the small things.

I need a change.

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